Tuesday, May 24


So I will not have a computer till JUNE 20th, hopefully earlier and not later. so... that is why i am sad.....

Wednesday, April 6

UPDATEd two of my OTHER SITES =)

I have updated my query tracker, and goodreads sites! =)
I don't know if I'm going to post my book reviews there, but I have posted some of them on amazon. Oh and well I've rated all the books I have read. I have not updated my wordpress. I'm working on that. LOl. I do want to though.

Me and my two friends, are going to start a video BLOG on youtube and I'll post it here too, were going to call it Dinner with JIN [Jam(me), IZ & N) lol we love going to eat, we love talking about stuff, and we love talking about all the drama everyone else has, in entertainment and our lives. BUT WE WILL USE CODE NAMES.

wink, wink. LOL!

Tuesday, April 5

What am I going to do? What are you going to do?

How do you post a video on BLOGGER! IVE TRIED EIGHT DIFFERENT WAYS! =(

Well I'm going to read Killer and Betryal so I can POST A REVIEW! While I WATCH THIS.
I feel sick, and yeah. I'll be in bed! =)


Monday, April 4


ive heard some killer words. but striaght to the point. hurts more...usually straight to the point stings less when attached with a, maybe you should try this instead. I just feel really down, and incopetent.

Sunday, April 3


ON MARCH 28TH 2011

It was Cassandra's 22nd birthday.
Cass it was horrible waiting for the day to come. Horrible to know I wouldn't be spending it with you, and even more horrible to know I never got the chance to give you the present I wanted to. Maroon 5. I just know you would have loved it.

I hope you can listen to it in heaven.
I miss you oodles PUMPKIN.
and I can't wait to get my tattoo, so that your memory will always be there, and you will always have my back. Watching over me and your mother. Next year, I think I'm probably going to cook at the beach. Your favorite one. Minimal drinking.

I love you Cass =)

You are forever in my heart, always on my mind. =)

So I've Decided...

I'm taking a Mytholgy class and we had to read Popol Vuh a ancient creation story full of all of fighting for mankind and sleighing of undeserving Gods and a cool ancient games. But most fantastically the HERO TWINS. They have really weird names. These are Mayan myths, also the way the wrote the Mayan calender that ends Decemeber 2012..dun dun dun.

Well their story was so intriguing to me, and I think it would be intriguing to many others. I've decided to map out a way so I can write a book about it. I'm going to work on writing out an synopsis. Put my Robot book to the side...lol still i get some scientific explainations as to how the Robots were createrd along with the genetically modified humans lol!!. I would take out the key points from the story, giving them new names, and outling their destinct adventures, while trying to be true to the the myth. Also add some twist and turns, maybe make it in modern day...ooh i just got some wonderful IDEAS! I dont want to write them all down though.

I was also thinking about writing ...i can't spell her name...about Persephone and her mother Demeter. Did you know Persephone and Hades had a son? The son of the UNDERWORLD! =) That sounds like a good story too, not to mention the wonderful ancient group who worshiped the ground the two Gods walked on...what my teacher calls the Trinity (Persephone, Demeter, and Hera)  Hmm seems like there's a story there too.

I'll check to see if one is out there... Oh boy do I love greek myth. Theres a little in my Lullaby Series. I just like Gods for every inch of this Earth. It just seems fantastic.

Ok, well I will be back tommorrow. =)


Friday, January 7

Say Goodbye to an original, one of a kind, best friend. (My strength and my pride).

It took me a while to remember my password, and sign on. But i kne as soon as I did there first thing I would want to do is write a post about my Best Friend.

On October 9th at around 7:20 Cassandra L. R. passed away due to trauma from a horrifying car accident. She was 21, and she as my best friend. I've known her since she was a senior in high school, we met at Sea World. She's always been the strong one. The one that helped me get through things, most importantly no matter how mad or upset she was, if I needed her, she was there. Like when I thought my mom as going to die, or even know when my dad got sick. She was there for me. Unlike a lot of my so-called-friends.

I like to think i as there for her the last months she was going through some really hard stuff. I love her so much, and everyday I think about her. I miss her incredibly. She's the first person I've lost and it pains me to think about the other people I could lose, or one day will.
I need her so much right now, and sometimes I wish I could have saved her, like actually remembered we were supposed to go somewhere for extra credit for my class that night, and forced her to come with me. Or something, and she would be here. And then at times I forget shes not here, and the pain comes all over again. It's unbearable. I really don't know how I finished school? She was everywhere. Then she wasn't. And I wished she would have been. There was so much I wanted us to do, that we were going to do. Her life was just begining to blossom back into the good she deserved. But maybe it as her time, either way. I guess I shouldn't be selfish in holding on. She hasn't visited me in my dreams since finals. Our last dream was of us getting ice cream, and maybe that as her goodbye. Maybe, she has moved on to heaven resting with her grandma and her other best friend who passed away with her that night. I just hope she knows how much I miss her, and I will write a blog to her every week now, just to let her know how lifes going, and how im doing.

I've started operation document life with my new Cannon is1400 and I plan to document everything. Hopefully. And then I've decided to write a book, one that she would like. Abouut us on the fast lane, and dedicate it to her.

Her favorite book was the five ppl you meet in heaven. She gave it to me for christmas. I feel bad for never reading it but I will, now. The last book she read was stolen by Lucy Christopher, I let her borrow it. She, hahaha, said she didn't like it, but I know she was intrigued. I was too, I knew she would enjoy it, and be angry with the ending.

Well Cass, I love you!

Night everyone.